196 - i promised my girlfriend i would love her forever, but i don’t know if i can anymore. i keep telling myself i’m just scared. i’ve never been the guy who broke someone’s heart. i never want to be. i want her forever. i said i did and i swear i do. i swear i swear i swear i do. it’s just a bad night. i’m mad because she didn’t have time to see me today. i’m always mad. i want to be loved too. i’ll be me in the morning. i’ll be me again. i’ll love her the way i say i do again. i said i would. i swear i do.